self-harm habitshate...self-harm habits by ThatCyan
the only feeling I have
I hate everything and everyone,
got a problem with that?
I wish they'd all just die
fuck, that's one nice dream!
death! such a wonderful thing!
hate... hate... the only thing I can think of
but a parasite like me shouldn't complain...
countless days of pretending to be who I never was
just being there, like the air
not seen by anyone
with no one to remember my petty existence
such a wonderful thing~
all I could wish for!
a bacteria eaten monster
who hates it's own existence and tries to disappear
that's what I am
and yet I take the blade and cut my wrist again
trying to erase all that's left of me: